blissful-ness.. (:

i am back after such a long and wonderful fun filled time with boyfriend. =D we had 3 nights together. there isn’t any pictures because i did not charge the camera! ah! why am i so forgetful?! anyway, these 6 days, i ate so much! OMG i thought i put on like 3 or 4 kg. thank God it’s 1kg. heehee. social night’s so near. lol. nvm. don’t care. =|

anyway, hiding in babyy’s room was so fun lol. although we didn’t go to many places, but we had lots of quiet and alone time together. we were so bored we were like playing some typing speed game and some ball game. =x but still, lying in his arms just makes up for everything. drooling on his shirt, snoring in his face, so fun. =D

babyy, thanks for all the time! I LOVE YOU! (:

 

some idiot. which passed by my life.

im so glad that idiot is finally fucking out of my life.

 

the amazing 6 days..

the 6 days are amazing. when you told me that you have 6 days, i thought i was dreaming. i missed you so, and now i can see you for 6 days! what more can i ask for? we practically spend every day together. although we didn’t really do much, we just do normal stuffs, but i would do this than any other thing in the world. just spending time with you.

yes there are quarrels. there are unhapiness. sometimes we both don’t know how to deal with each other and just pushed the excuse to the fact that “i am tired”. but each quarrel made me understand you more.

iloveyou i loveyou. iloveyou. that’s all i will ever know, love..

every single monent with you is bliss..

 

a bad day.

today had been a bad day. don’t know why but we are starting to have quarrels, unhappiness. =| i don’t know is it caused by misunderstandings or what, whatsoever.

furthermore, i have a feeling that im going to get into deep trouble with my mom. argh. help God.

it’s a bad day. afterall.

 

a day of shopping and drama

some stuffs upset me at the end of the day. argh. thank God babyy and his mom understand. Thank God. (:

went to bugis and far east to get stuffs with wanxin. and i bought 4 dresses, 1 bag, 1 pretty girly hairband! totally loves! my dress look great! but im too fat. =x i must lose more weight. today i ate eggs, tofus, chicken breast, quite okay yah. =D mich’s totally tempting me with her korea rice cake omgomgomgomg. i wanna eat korean rice cake!! shopping company was great cause we had alot in common to talk about and the stuffs we like are pretty much quite alike. =D it was awesome!

tomorrow is meetup with erin! whee. shopping & slacking. oops.

went to find Jeremy’s mummy afterthat. today talk with babyy was awesome! i assured babyy like no one else business although i know he don’t feel insecure. =x i just need him to know that what happened just now was totally. not under my control. sigh. anyway, can feel that babyy feels loved by me! =P i really love you, babyy! =D im gonna stay awake so i can call him in the morning tomorrow. don’t want my silly boy to oversleep. wait get punished! i write big big.

BABYY I MISS YOU. ILOVEYOU! use his favourite colour somemore. see babyy im so nice to you. =P

i need to lose more weight. =x stop talking and act on it dummy. =x stop eating! go to the gym! =D hahahaha =P

 

gentle reminder.

Gentle reminder!

it’s 2 weeks to social night. and i have not lose any weight. and boyfriend just commented i grew fatter! ARGH!

anyway, wordpress is so cute. the mainpage has this snowflakes thing falling down from the top and it follows wherever your mouse cursor goes to. cute right? utter cute-ness.

anyway, i wanna go overseas!

babyy! i wanna go genting and BKK!

the more practical choices for now. =x

3.13am

32 more minutes and i can wake babyy up.

poor boy needs to wake up so early.

but you chose OCS. =x

can’t complain.

but well, you have ME behind you!

bliss or what. =P

hahahahaahahahahaha. think he will choke on his food if he’s eating now.

babyy,

i know i haven’t been the world’s most understanding girlfriend,

but im trying hard.

be there for me as i take my baby steps kkay?

iloveyou.

 

surprise!

babyy just gave me the best surprise ever!

silly boy wanted to come all the way from safti to tampines to surprise me. his plan was to get me to go to Popular then he wanted to surprise me at the entrance of Popular. how sweet! *melts* silly him then had to rush all the way back to the ulu bird no hatch egg place. niao bu sheng dan right. =x so yah direct translation.

so silly! but it really made my day! although the time spent to come over to meet and the expenses incurred were superbly high, but still, im so glad i get to see him. even if it is less than an hour, seeing him just makes me feel so contented. babyy i love you! thanks for making things easier! the truth suddenly dawned on me that all this seperation is not within your control. if you have a choice you would want to see me as much as i want to see you. babyy thanks and i will try harder, to be more understanding. iloveyou. (:

ps. babyy said that i grow fatter. starvation mode.

oh yah, something from quite long ago.

=D

 

weekends and updates, yet again.

today. i slept till 5pm. i guess when im sad, i just want to sleep, like that time passes faster. went out with erin just now. had dimsum with her. talked quite abit. went to mustafa to do abit of grocery shopping. since erin is always complaining how my house always has no food stored. =x she’s just so nice, really.

had a really nice weekend with boyfriend.

will update more about boyfriend when im feeling better.

till then.

(:

 

words.

babyy.
the start of our relationship was when most couples break up.
it started when you are in the 2 weeks of BMT.
i never told you before.
but i wrote in my private diary, ” i love you.” way long before you said the first i love you over the phone.
you said, you didn’t dare to start the rs because you have NS.
although i have cried a million times,
although i had a hard time trying to cope with my boyfriend not being there always.
although i miss you so much i lose my appetite at times..
although..
despite so many obstacles, seperation and waitance,
i just want you to know..
i have never regretted letting you hold my hand that day..
iloveyoubabyy.

in forums the girls were discussing about how much of wait-ance ocs girls have to go through. extract.

i agree, i barely survived his confinement during BMT man…. haha. kudos to the gfs of OCS boys!

i salute the girls whose bf-s are in OCS, i really do!! i think they’re a strong bunch of ladies!!

see? those disgusting peeps who said and left comments saying that i was lousy and needy. fuck yourself. it is harder than you thought. you probably don’t even know the feeling because no one wants you. HAHA.

for now, i am happy. (:

 

christmas is coming!

• social night
• christmas
• vanessa’s wedding

wah im so excited lah. i need to lose weight. i wanna be pretty! i just took pictures of my flabby and fat arms. really really fat arms! ah! and no i am not going to upload the pictures! i will only show if i successfully managed to lose away all the access fats. =D so wait long long yah. =x hopefully not.

im feeling so hungry now. nothing’s in the refrigerator. starving starving. ah help. im gonna go to bed so i won’t eat. =D babyy’s waking up soon. =D he’s going for his fieldtrip and damn, how i hate those things. nvm, i shall endure. babyy you shall get it from me really soon. heehee. *kiss*

you are the reason why i believe in love..