i am supposed to be rushing my assignment. its due tomorrow & i have yet to type a single word on my essay. my mind is all about you.
i wish i can turn back time. i wish our love were as pure & innocent back then. where i know you loved me wholeheartedly. i wish i would be less unreasonable. i wish i could be content with everything that you gave me. i wish i was more understanding. i wish i could accept whatever you were doing. i wished i was more supportive. i wish i could give you more happy times. i wish you would still brag to me to your camp mates, saying how pretty i am, although both you and i know, im fat. i wish i cherished you more. i wish i loved you the way you wanted me to love you. i wish you would still run to me when you book out. i wish i was still your world. i wish you.. still love me like before..
i miss the old you. i miss the old us. i miss the silly us. sobbing cause we miss each other and wanna see each other. i wished i was still your silly little girl.
i feel so distant from you. are you busy? or is it cause you do not love me like you used to. i don’t know anymore. i can’t tell.
please let me turn back time.. please..
